i'm so blue - 2/27/26
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kalvingji'm so blue
by Kalvin Johnson
February 27, 2026
2/27/26 1:02am Zushi, Japan
So in the past, I've mentioned my mental health, and for the most part, it's been good the past few months, but that was just those months.
I'm at my worst currently, and it's been like this for probably 2-3 weeks now. For example, when I'm with my friends, I'm perfectly fine, but when I'm by myself, I just feel so bad, and I'll never be able to explain it.
I would describe it as blue or grey, I've just been so blue & grey lately, and I don't know why it gets like this. I'm not even mad anymore, I just feel so grey towards it. School doesn't make it easier either.
My grades have been doing better than ever, I have all A's and B's, but me? I've been so down and sad lately.
I want to sleep, just want to.
I just want to go back before I felt like this, because there was a time I never even grasped the concept of getting like this, because it's been so grey.
kj
by Kalvin Johnson
February 27, 2026
2/27/26 1:02am Zushi, Japan
So in the past, I've mentioned my mental health, and for the most part, it's been good the past few months, but that was just those months.
I'm at my worst currently, and it's been like this for probably 2-3 weeks now. For example, when I'm with my friends, I'm perfectly fine, but when I'm by myself, I just feel so bad, and I'll never be able to explain it.
I would describe it as blue or grey, I've just been so blue & grey lately, and I don't know why it gets like this. I'm not even mad anymore, I just feel so grey towards it. School doesn't make it easier either.
My grades have been doing better than ever, I have all A's and B's, but me? I've been so down and sad lately.
I want to sleep, just want to.
I just want to go back before I felt like this, because there was a time I never even grasped the concept of getting like this, because it's been so grey.
kj
