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spinning somewhere across the universe..

by Kalvin Johnson

November 12, 2025

11/12/25 - 5:57pm Zushi, Japan

is what life feels like now a days. Life is orbiting, and we are in it, for as long as we can.

I had school today and it was very fun, but in the back of my mind I was thinking... why I'm I doing this?..

It's because it's perceived as beneficial school work duh. I've already talked about my gripes of school, but what I'm saying is why I'm I wasting my life at school, when I could use the THOUSANDS of hours I've spent on it to do something good.

I could be using that time starting a business, and helping people. That's what I'd do with the time. It's absurd that most millionaires and even BILLIONAIRES dropped out of school and were successful without it, and school still is seen as the end all be all to life. I understand that school isn't COMPLETELY useless, like learning numbers and English. But shit like math? That's a complete waste of time.

School should be more catered to what you personally want to do, they should take each student, talk to them, and make a schedule based, on what they want to do. Not like the bullshit that is reality. Imagine wanting to write stories, and in school you have to do math for an hour and a half. Actually, you don't have to imagine it because it's REALITY!!!

But other than school, we are so small compared to anything. If you thought the earth was small imagine a human compared to the scale of the universe. We are literally smaller than a GRAIN of sand. But that's what my day's been, thinking about what could be if I didn't have to deal with school right now, wondering if I could do so much more without it.

Don't worry, I'm not gonna drop out of school, but after school is done, I'm throwing ALL of that shit out the window. I won't regret it.

That's pretty much all I have to say, Later.

kj


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smh.. 

by Kalvin Johnson

November 8, 2025

11/8/25 - 2:17pm Zushi, Japan

Well yesterday was okay until she had to fuck everything up....

I'm talking about my music teacher. I have a guitar class and I have very mixed feelings. It's music and I get the music theory, but when you're told that you're supposed to play music EXACTLY this way is where it pisses me off.

I'm in guitar 1, but I've been playing for around a year and a couple of months, I can play most things that we are learning so far with no difficulty. The way I learned how to play is literally just playing it...

No rules, just expression. That's what music is, an expression of art, and being forced into expressing something a certain way is not a good way of teaching, but that's not what pissed me off yesterday.

I live an hour away from the school and I forgot my guitar. I think it's a minor thing because I live an hour away, and it's harder to bring a 15 pound big ass guitar to school, especially on a cramped ass bus, has some fucking leniency. Like dude... I've passed everything, and this is the first time I left my guitar at home, and you wanna be pissed and act bitchy to me? Fuck you.

She is normally really respectful, and I've said before that even when I'm pissed at something not relating to a person I'm talking to, I will NEVER rub off any anger on them, its a shitty thing to do and COMPLETELY disrespectful. Well, she was pissed at something, because before class even started I could tell she was PISSED at something.

But this rubbed off on ME. She was pissed at something not relating to me, and then when I ask for a guitar to borrow in a literal fucking GUITAR class, she gets pissed?

Be real mfer.

I didn't bring it, but I had the fucking courtesy of still asking to play and doing the work and she gets pissed. Real fucking annoying.

And this isn't just towards me... Throughout the ENTIRE class she was just so pissy about EVERYTHING.

Like this kid wasn't understanding how to play this song, and instead of being supportive, she says some bullshit and says "you understand why I'm mad?"

Holy fuck I am so pissed and DROPPING THIS CLASS.

School, teaches you to do what you're told in a certain way.
Guitar, teaches you how to play in a specific way, and any different is WRONG

No expression, she even gets pissed when you play it a different way.

That's not music, that's not expression, that's bullshit

kj

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no school

by Kalvin Johnson

October 28, 2025

10/28/25 - 9:52am Zushi, Japan

School wasn't cancelled but I decided still not to go. Donald trump is visiting the base I live, and because of that school was like 3 hours long. There was no point of me going at all because it takes me an hour bus ride to get there, and an hour to get back. Like, 2 hours of literally just getting there, and one hour of doing what? it would've been the most boring thing ever!

Some of my friends live on the base, meaning they had no excuse but to go lol. Guess I'm just lucky this time haha.

Today wasn't eventful at all. I stayed at home and did what I would usually do when it's the weekend. I just played games and listened to music. I'm listening to Angels of The Silences as I'm currently writing this. No school, and a pretty boring day I'd say.

That's all, see ya.

kj

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life is crazy

by Kalvin Johnson

October 26, 2025

10/26/25 - 10:00pm Zushi, Japan

I haven't written in some time. Honestly don't have any excuses on why I was absent, I just didn't feel like writing any blogs during that period.

Speaking of period, what happened? Well life is completely fucking crazy right now. I think it was around 1 or 2 weeks ago, I was at school smoking. I am always smoking at school, but for some reason my friend wanted me to literally smoke on the same floor as the teachers.

You may be wondering, It's a school building, doesn't every floor usually have a teacher on them? Well... not my school. My school has a separate building for math classes and it is the community building, The second floor is only for students, the rest is for anyone else.

If I'm going to smoke, I'm gonna do it as safely as possible. That's why I go to the third floor. No teachers. No authority figures. No DISRACTIONS.

Y'know the if it ain't broke don't fix it? That's what my friend should've done because he is fucked.

Anyways back to the story. We were stupidly at the second floor smoking and everything seemed completely fine. We smoked and then left without anything indicating that we were caught, until I get a message from him saying he is suspended, and that someone saw us. Luckily he did not mention my name, and I really respect him for that. He eventually called me an told me that someone saw him, and that I need to "LOCK-DOWN".

His father knows me and I think he knows I smokes. If he connects the dots I'm most likely FUCKED. He doesn't know what I look like though, SO UP YOURS OLD MAN LOL XD.

I'm just kidding, I honestly feel horrible for him. Just saying, I've never been caught by the school for any wrong doing. You wanna know why? Because I actually fucking care and take the "safety precautions" before doing anything that would get me in trouble. No disrespect to my friend but man fuck, why did we have to go to the second floor when there are CLEARLY teachers on that floor when we had a place that was cool and safe.

I'm not worried of getting in trouble, like I said before, it's been 1 or 2 weeks since this happened and I've never been called in for questioning or anything like that.

But since the incident I've quit smoking at school. I'm not saying that I will never smoke at school again because I promise I will, but right now is not the best time to do so.

kj

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eventful day

by Kalvin Johnson

October 16, 2025

10/16/25 - 9:44pm Zushi, Japan

Today was fun as fuck! It was basically a senior skip day because we literally did nothing the entire day. Instead of going to seminar, we went to the gym and had what they called "senior breakfast". I didn't eat anything, but me and my friends just talked and did random shit the entire time.

The next thing we did was tie-dye. I was actually doing it, until I gave my plastic bag to my friend and he threw it away "by accident". I gave up on tie-dye after that. Instead of doing the tie-dye bullshit, we just left and walked to some pull up bars across from the stations. They didn't realize we left. We came back and left.

This is when shit really gets interesting. The next thing for us to do was to go back to the gym and watch this very boring suicide prevention video. Instead of going back to the gym, we decided to try to go to the bowling alley. It was fine, we managed to make it out of the school without getting caught. We entered the bowling alley but it was closed so we went back outside. That's when we saw our fucking assistant principal walk down the sidewalk to our left. He was a couple meters away. We freaked the fuck out, my friends ran, and I tried to go back inside the bowling alley, but the door was locked! My assistant principal was closer, and that when I decided to run and catch up with my friends.

You'd think that be the end of it but it wasn't. We were hiding behind this wooden structure and we waited for like 5 minutes before we left. I decided to go first, and slowly walked out. That's when we see the same fucking assistant principal that just happened to walk towards our direction. He was on his phone so he didn't see us. My two friends ran back behind the wooden structure. But I couldn't because I was already far outside. I walked in the direction of my assistant principal, and as soon as I was out of sight from him, I fucking sprinted all the way to the public bathrooms. I had to be there for like 45 fucking minutes before I went back to school.

After all of that shit we actually went bowling. It was fun, and I am the GOAT at bowling.

But yeah, pretty eventful day. It felt so fucking long but it was fun as hell.

kj
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Wednesdays..

by Kalvin Johnson

October 15, 2025

10/15/25 - 3:45pm Zushi, Japan

Today was actually not as bad as I'd expect it to be. I fell asleep at 4am, which is probably the latest I've slept in recent times. I woke up around 6am, I oddly felt energized and continued like normal. The only thing that held me back was I didn't have a smoke before leaving for school. I usually have a couple hits from a nic before school to settle my mind, but today I didn't have any dispos, so that fucking sucked.

School was actually chill. I did what I usually did and went to the bathroom with one of my friends and smoked some shit. It felt good, and I guess that's all what matters in the end. It was funny because this guy's vape was fucking jacked up, tip of the body was missing, the mouth piece missing too. Anyways, I headed to Spanish class, and fucking hell that class fucking sucks. Yeah, the teacher is okay, but she's just a bitch about everything. My friends in that class are really what makes it fun. We just talked so fucking much and it was funny as hell! I didn't get much done to be honest.

The next was ELA 12. First off, most of my friends are in this class, which just makes it the funnest class ever (I DON'T GIVE A FUCK IF "FUNNEST" ISN'T A WORD :P). Anyways, all we did was write some stupid fucking story for the entire class. My story was about some kid named Atticus and how he saved the world. Yeah... you can tell that I'm a real fucking poet...

Lunch was pretty fun. We laughed.

The really good thing about today was math. The teacher is a real bitch about everything, but today we had a substitute. Man... that guy had to be one of the coolest G's I've ever talked to. Didn't care we were doing any of the work, and just was an overall nice guy. All I did during the class was play coolmathgames, that's literally all I did that entire class. I also joked with my friends, but a majority of the class was coolmathgames.com It has math in the title so its fucking appropriate for math class :3

Anyways, I'm tired as fuck and mostly likely will going straight to bed after this is posted.. Later

kj

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