kalvingj | diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder

diagnosed with dissociative identity disorder

by Kalvin Johnson

November 19, 2025

11/19/25 - 11:55pm Zushi, Japan

I never thought that I was like mental, or whatever the fuck the term is. So weird, I never thought this was even real. AND I'm so fucking pissed. It's like everything in my life was fake, like I'm watching through the fucking ether.

Life feels normal, though. Like, how do I even react? I have a NORMAL fucking life, nothing ever pointed to me that this was ever a concern. I've been depressed, but who hasn't? I'm not depressed now, but all of a sudden, I have dissociative identity disorder? What the actual fuck is my life? I'm not gonna do anything stupid, I got so much shit going on, and I will never take the easy way out, but what the fuck... this fucking life.

I'm gonna keep talking with the psychologist, I have so many fucking questions.

I'm fine.

kj