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smh.. - 11/8/25
Nov. 8th, 2025 02:16 pmsmh..
by Kalvin Johnson
November 8, 2025
11/8/25 - 2:17pm Zushi, Japan
Well yesterday was okay until she had to fuck everything up....
I'm talking about my music teacher. I have a guitar class and I have very mixed feelings. It's music and I get the music theory, but when you're told that you're supposed to play music EXACTLY this way is where it pisses me off.
I'm in guitar 1, but I've been playing for around a year and a couple of months, I can play most things that we are learning so far with no difficulty. The way I learned how to play is literally just playing it...
No rules, just expression. That's what music is, an expression of art, and being forced into expressing something a certain way is not a good way of teaching, but that's not what pissed me off yesterday.
I live an hour away from the school and I forgot my guitar. I think it's a minor thing because I live an hour away, and it's harder to bring a 15 pound big ass guitar to school, especially on a cramped ass bus, has some fucking leniency. Like dude... I've passed everything, and this is the first time I left my guitar at home, and you wanna be pissed and act bitchy to me? Fuck you.
She is normally really respectful, and I've said before that even when I'm pissed at something not relating to a person I'm talking to, I will NEVER rub off any anger on them, its a shitty thing to do and COMPLETELY disrespectful. Well, she was pissed at something, because before class even started I could tell she was PISSED at something.
But this rubbed off on ME. She was pissed at something not relating to me, and then when I ask for a guitar to borrow in a literal fucking GUITAR class, she gets pissed?
Be real mfer.
I didn't bring it, but I had the fucking courtesy of still asking to play and doing the work and she gets pissed. Real fucking annoying.
And this isn't just towards me... Throughout the ENTIRE class she was just so pissy about EVERYTHING.
Like this kid wasn't understanding how to play this song, and instead of being supportive, she says some bullshit and says "you understand why I'm mad?"
Holy fuck I am so pissed and DROPPING THIS CLASS.
School, teaches you to do what you're told in a certain way.
Guitar, teaches you how to play in a specific way, and any different is WRONG
No expression, she even gets pissed when you play it a different way.
That's not music, that's not expression, that's bullshit
kj
by Kalvin Johnson
November 8, 2025
11/8/25 - 2:17pm Zushi, Japan
Well yesterday was okay until she had to fuck everything up....
I'm talking about my music teacher. I have a guitar class and I have very mixed feelings. It's music and I get the music theory, but when you're told that you're supposed to play music EXACTLY this way is where it pisses me off.
I'm in guitar 1, but I've been playing for around a year and a couple of months, I can play most things that we are learning so far with no difficulty. The way I learned how to play is literally just playing it...
No rules, just expression. That's what music is, an expression of art, and being forced into expressing something a certain way is not a good way of teaching, but that's not what pissed me off yesterday.
I live an hour away from the school and I forgot my guitar. I think it's a minor thing because I live an hour away, and it's harder to bring a 15 pound big ass guitar to school, especially on a cramped ass bus, has some fucking leniency. Like dude... I've passed everything, and this is the first time I left my guitar at home, and you wanna be pissed and act bitchy to me? Fuck you.
She is normally really respectful, and I've said before that even when I'm pissed at something not relating to a person I'm talking to, I will NEVER rub off any anger on them, its a shitty thing to do and COMPLETELY disrespectful. Well, she was pissed at something, because before class even started I could tell she was PISSED at something.
But this rubbed off on ME. She was pissed at something not relating to me, and then when I ask for a guitar to borrow in a literal fucking GUITAR class, she gets pissed?
Be real mfer.
I didn't bring it, but I had the fucking courtesy of still asking to play and doing the work and she gets pissed. Real fucking annoying.
And this isn't just towards me... Throughout the ENTIRE class she was just so pissy about EVERYTHING.
Like this kid wasn't understanding how to play this song, and instead of being supportive, she says some bullshit and says "you understand why I'm mad?"
Holy fuck I am so pissed and DROPPING THIS CLASS.
School, teaches you to do what you're told in a certain way.
Guitar, teaches you how to play in a specific way, and any different is WRONG
No expression, she even gets pissed when you play it a different way.
That's not music, that's not expression, that's bullshit
kj
