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music and emotion - 11/6/25
Nov. 6th, 2025 06:07 pmmusic and emotion
by Kalvin Johnson
November 6, 2025
11/6/25 - 6:08pm Zushi, Japan
Who doesn't like music? If you don't I think you don't actually know what artistic ambiguity is but it's alright :>.
I love music, it helps me escape the bullshit that is life. I've been so pissed off lately over nothing. Like I've said before, I don't know why I feel this way. It just gets so annoying, like there's days where I'm literally COMPLETELY fine, and then there's days where I want to slap a child across the face and for what? NOTHING.
Music helps me escape that, it calms me down. Like I said on previous posts, Counting Crows is my favorite band of all time, and their music has themes of anger, depression, and other things of that nature. Listening to it makes me feel like I'm not alone in feeling angry.
When I'm angry, I'm not like angry at people, I'm more just angry in general. You can come up and talk to me no matter WHAT it is and you would have no idea that I'm feeling SOO angry.
I just don't like bringing people down, why would I rub or express my miserableness onto somebody else? That pisses me off just thinking about it. As I'm writing this, I feel a little better so im okay. All day during school I listened to music, and it helped me a lot, but I still felt like beating the shit out of the guy sitting next to me this one period cuz of how annoying that mfer is. At least that pedophile teacher got fired, that guy would've ruined my life by now.
I'll be fine, 18 years of this shit and I'm still kicking, don't worry.
"I wish that I was anesthetized and sterilized, and then we wouldn't have this evidence congealing. Surprise, surprise. Another pair of lips and eyes, and that is the consequence of actually feeling" ad
kj
by Kalvin Johnson
November 6, 2025
11/6/25 - 6:08pm Zushi, Japan
Who doesn't like music? If you don't I think you don't actually know what artistic ambiguity is but it's alright :>.
I love music, it helps me escape the bullshit that is life. I've been so pissed off lately over nothing. Like I've said before, I don't know why I feel this way. It just gets so annoying, like there's days where I'm literally COMPLETELY fine, and then there's days where I want to slap a child across the face and for what? NOTHING.
Music helps me escape that, it calms me down. Like I said on previous posts, Counting Crows is my favorite band of all time, and their music has themes of anger, depression, and other things of that nature. Listening to it makes me feel like I'm not alone in feeling angry.
When I'm angry, I'm not like angry at people, I'm more just angry in general. You can come up and talk to me no matter WHAT it is and you would have no idea that I'm feeling SOO angry.
I just don't like bringing people down, why would I rub or express my miserableness onto somebody else? That pisses me off just thinking about it. As I'm writing this, I feel a little better so im okay. All day during school I listened to music, and it helped me a lot, but I still felt like beating the shit out of the guy sitting next to me this one period cuz of how annoying that mfer is. At least that pedophile teacher got fired, that guy would've ruined my life by now.
I'll be fine, 18 years of this shit and I'm still kicking, don't worry.
"I wish that I was anesthetized and sterilized, and then we wouldn't have this evidence congealing. Surprise, surprise. Another pair of lips and eyes, and that is the consequence of actually feeling" ad
kj
