what's wrong with my mind? - 12/30/25
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kalvingjwhat's wrong with my mind?
by Kalvin Johnson
December 30, 2025
12/30/25 - 11:35pm Zushi, Japan
I'm only writing this because I know I probably never will, but what's actually wrong with me? I was doing so fine, but then suddenly I feel like shit. My mind has just been thinking, and my heart's been beating so fast. I don't even know how to feel. I just feel like something that I don't want to.
It makes no sense because the rest of the day I was literally so good, but then suddenly I'm thinking about things and my heart's beating. I have really high anxiety right now, and I really really really really wish it goes away, because it's worse than any other physical sickness I've ever had.
I can't sleep, but I'm going to try. Hopefully I'll be fine.
kj
by Kalvin Johnson
December 30, 2025
12/30/25 - 11:35pm Zushi, Japan
I'm only writing this because I know I probably never will, but what's actually wrong with me? I was doing so fine, but then suddenly I feel like shit. My mind has just been thinking, and my heart's been beating so fast. I don't even know how to feel. I just feel like something that I don't want to.
It makes no sense because the rest of the day I was literally so good, but then suddenly I'm thinking about things and my heart's beating. I have really high anxiety right now, and I really really really really wish it goes away, because it's worse than any other physical sickness I've ever had.
I can't sleep, but I'm going to try. Hopefully I'll be fine.
kj
